Do you ever feel like your racing against time? Maybe it is more than a feeling and actually happening. Time is not on my side at all and it’s kind of bringing me down this weekend.
I should be thrilled, tomorrow is my birthday, but I’ll save that for another post. Aside from that my days with hubby are ticking away slowly but the pace is picking up.
Deployment is about to replace my husband and I can’t help but feel & be really down about this. It makes it hard to enjoy this last bit of time we have before he leaves.
For those who have never experienced it, it really plays with your feelings, emotions and tensions can run high as well as tempers. You might think a break from each other is good, well I disagree.
It has been a while since our last deployment, so our lives together have been melding pretty well and not much has disturbed us as we have built a very close marriage. I enjoy having him home.
I know things will be okay, if not at first, then eventually. This is the first time away from everyone. I have my dogs. I love them to death and they give me much love & joy but I don’t think they are enough.
I am really hoping some family will get to come visit me. I know I don’t have it that bad and I know others out there have it much worse than I, but.. it still sucks. And yes, I have been through this before, a few times in fact but it does not make it any easier.
Anyone else sharing my boat, or about to?
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